“On that night the king could not sleep.
And he gave orders to bring the book of memorable deeds,
The chronicles, and they were read before the king.”
Esther 6:1 ESV
It seemed
like just another sleepless night. In
reality, the restlessness the king experienced was at the hand of a mighty God
fighting Mordecai’s battle, putting into motion a series of events that would
ultimately protect His people. This was
no ordinary sleepless night.
Sometimes
the mundane occurrences that disturb my intentions are really God working out
His plan. Therefore, I aim not to
despair at what seems like frustration, interruption or nuisance. Instead, I must trust God in these ordained
happenstances.
Moving.
In order to fit all the boxes into the moving truck, my husband and
daughter had to take their time in placing each item carefully. This took forethought and planning, and the
bulky and awkwardly shaped items had to go on last. Consequently, I didn’t know if we’d be able
to take an antique school desk or a small loveseat until the entire truck was
packed. All the other pieces had to be
put in place first.
Similarly, I
can be sure that God is moving all the pieces necessary to His purpose into
place before He can advance His plan. In
the same way that the king had to be made aware of Mordecai’s unrecognized
heroic acts, there may be some things that must come to light in order for God’s
purpose to be realized. Or other key
players might need to be introduced into the mix. Or it could be necessary that I discover a
new location that is crucial to God’s plan.
Therefore, a
sleepless night of reflection, or a need to call customer assistance for help,
or breaking down in what seems like the middle of nowhere may be God doing just
that. These times of frustrations may
just be the hand of God working out His plan.
When circumstances
seem to be nothing more than a quirky disturbance to my schedule, it could be
the hand of God moving necessary pieces into place so that He can further His
kingdom-purpose.
Protection.
If I had been able to leave when I wanted to, sticking to my
schedule, I would have been on the road at the exact time of the accident that
snarled up traffic on the interstate. If
my husband had not been spacing out at the signal, causing him to pause before
obeying the green light, he would have been hit by the car that ran the red
light. If the woman hadn’t been sick
that day she would have perished in the World Trade Center on September 11,
2001.
Many times,
my frustrations are really God’s protections in disguise. Therefore, when the phone rings to delay my
departure, I must not despair but realize God could be ordering my footsteps. Or when an appointment is rescheduled, I can
trust God in His sovereign plan that looks out for my best interest. Or when the cable suddenly is out, keeping me
from watching my favorite show, I can let God have His way in shielding my eyes
from the harmful.
When things
happen to disrupt my plans, I can trust that God may be at work protecting me
from harm of all kinds.
Timing.
His is perfect. Mine is
flawed. His is based on His sovereign
plan. Mine is centered on what makes me
feel most fulfilled, comfortable and content.
His includes all the necessary pieces, wide in scope and capacity. Mine is narrow and limited. God’s timing is far superior to mine (Isaiah55:8-9, 2 Peter 3:8-9).
Still, it’s
absurd how often I stubbornly insist on having my way, like when He must slow me
down, or speed me up. I often balk at
the idea of waiting. Instead, I’d rather
plunge ahead whether I’m ready or not, despite the fact that I may not have all
the necessary pieces needed to accomplish the mission, even though I first need
to learn a certain lesson. I’d rather do
something toward meeting my goal than to tarry.
Other times
I hesitate, hanging along the sidelines, unwilling to jump into the game. I feel unqualified, ill-equipped and
unprepared for such a mission. So I
dawdle, hanging back instead of plunging forward in faith.
In both
scenarios, God interjects Himself into my life, slowing me down when I try to
run ahead, or speeding me up when I’m delaying.
His timing is perfect and I can count on Him to guide me onto His
wonderful path.
When interference
trips up my plans, I can trust that God may be syncing me to His timetable.
It’s easy to
get frustrated when things don’t go according to my plan. It’s hard to think how anything good could
come out of a sleepless night, or breaking down on the side of the road, or
receiving a speeding ticket. In each
instance, though, I can be reassured that God is moving all the necessary
pieces into place to further His plan, protecting me from harm, and catching me
up to His perfect timetable. What seems
like a fluke, then, could actually be an ordained happenstance.
As I begin this day it is my prayer that I
can remember God is always working out His perfect design in my life.
How do I balk at interruptions to my
schedule instead of realizing God could be putting things in order?
When am I most likely to get frustrated at
the irritations of life that may just be God syncing my schedule with His?
* On a personal note, as if to illustrate today's devotional, my Internet was down for several hours this morning. I worked around it, trusting God that He is at work in some way and that there is a reason it was to be posted later. There's nothing like on-the-job training, is there?
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