Never Hungry

"The LORD does not let the righteous go hungry,

but he thwarts the craving of the wicked."

Proverbs 10:3

God promises many things and He is faithful to keep each one of His words.  But this one has me wondering:  Is there more to hunger than an empty belly?

Righteousness.  There are many things I crave while living this temporary life.  I often drift toward selfishness, thinking if I could only find myself and figure out who I really am then I will be happy.  In my tendency to focus on my own needs and wants, I end up going after the things I think that will bring fulfillment and meaning:  success, pleasure, financial security, material wealth, social status (1 John 2:16).  In spite of my efforts, I never find complete gratification.  I'm always wanting more.

Then I remember that I was made for more than this.  In Christ I've been made right with God, the very thing I need to be able to enjoy His favor, to find His blessing, to prosper spiritually.  And when I truly value His better way of living, craving for all that He values like honesty, fairness in my dealings with others, kindness and obedience to His laws, I will find fulfillment and pleasure.  Finally, contentment will be mine as I walk in peace with my Shepherd.

God promises a happy and satisfied heart when I hunger and thirst for righteousness (Matthew 5:6).

Living Water.  She came to fill her jar with the life-giving liquid but came away with so much more.  No one valued her.  In fact, most saw her as worth little more than the grime between their toes.  She was despised by women and used by men.  Because of her station in life, she was constrained to visit the community well in the heat of the day to avoid the gossip and scorn of the other women.  Her heart ached for connection, for acceptance, for true love.

Then came the One who offered her Living water that will quench her deep-in-the-depths-of-her-soul yearnings.  Jesus gave her a new beginning as a woman who was seen and loved by the God who made her, and she received His gift of the abundant life with great joy (John 4:13-15).  

When I follow suit and receive the living water Jesus offers me, I will have everything I need flowing through me.  The indwelling Spirit of Jesus will quench my deepest thirsts, fill my empty places and heal my hurting heart.  He came to turn my worst nightmare into a great victory, not the kind of victory where I rise to the pinnacle of success or gain everything I ever wanted, but triumph over evil, worthless living and all that separates me from His love (Romans 8:31-37).  I am secure in His clutches, and this is the kind of success that lasts an eternity.

God promises to quench my deepest thirst with the living water that is found through faith in Jesus.

Bread of Life.  They saw their chance.  If they followed this charismatic and powerful teacher, they would never have to worry about food again.  Their days of hunger would be over.  Never again would they have to scrap for a few morsels to sustain their families.  Life would be good and they could focus on more than just survival.

Then Jesus brought them back to reality (John 6:25-34).  He came to give them more than just physical food to fill their bellies.  He came to fulfill every spiritual need as the Answer to every question they pondered, the solution to each problem they faced.  Jesus declared Himself the Bread of life that would deliver eternal and abundant life to those who believed (John 6:35).

I, too, am offered this full and thriving life as I look forward to life forever in my heavenly home.  When I trust in Jesus as my Savior, submitting to Him as Lord of my life, I will never lack for anything.  If, however, I stray away, looking elsewhere to supply my needs, to answer my questions, to offer solutions to my problems, I'll spend my days searching in futility.

God promises to satisfy my deepest hunger when I give my life to Jesus, the Bread of life.

The one thing I can count on in life is for God to keep His promises.  Therefore, there is no risk in seeking Jesus as my source of happiness, the Living water who will quench my deepest thirsts, and the Bread of life who fully satisfies my deepest cravings.  In Christ, I will never hunger for what really matters.

As I begin this day it is my prayer that I can trust God enough to be in charge of giving me what I need.

When do I look beyond Jesus to find meaning and purpose?

How am I straying away from my Shepherd who desires to give me what I most need?

Detesting God's Provision

"Then the people of Israel set out from Mount Hor,

taking the road to the Red Sea 

to go around the land of Edom.

But the people grew impatient with the long journey,

and they began to speak against God and Moses.

'Why have you brought us out of Egypt to die here

in the wilderness?' they complained.

'There is nothing to eat here and nothing to drink.

And we hate this horrible manna!'"

Numbers 21:4-5 NLT

They slithered everywhere, covering the ground and threatening their very lives.  "What have we done to deserve this?"  the people cried out.  Mothers wept as they watched their children collapse, succumbing to the poison released into their system.  Men attempted to save their families, fighting off the treacherous snakes with whatever weapon they could find close at hand.  Many died that day.  The people suddenly realized the gravity of their sin as they grieved the loss of their loved ones at the hand of the Lord.  (Numbers 21:4-7)

I'm not so different from the Israelites, refusing to repent of my selfish, sinful attitudes until after God has brought out the big guns in an effort to snap me out of my self-seeking way of thinking.  While I may read this passage and think that God's punishment seems too severe, His actions reveal a heart issue common to mankind which is quite dangerous.  I must guard my heart from succumbing to the temptation to follow in the footsteps of the wandering Israelites.

Discontent

The orange tabby curls up in the square of midwinter sunlight cast upon the carpeting.  He wraps his tale around his body, tucking his white mitten-like feet under his chest.  As he soaks in the warmth, his eyes begin to droop.  Soon, he's fast asleep, the picture of contentment.

British veterinarian and writer James Herriot describes cats as "connoisseurs of comfort."  No matter their surroundings, cats have a way of finding the most comfortable spot and getting right to the job of fitting in a good nap.  While I would love to claim this same ability as my own, there are many situations in which I find myself when I feel anything but pleasure or gratification.  In fact, I could even call myself an expert complainer so easy is it for me to find displeasure in any and every circumstance.

When I focus only on what bothers me about the place where God has positioned me, I am forgetting that God is my Father and is in the business of providing me with everything that I need.  (Matthew 6:32-33)  My problem is that I don't always appreciate His perfect provision, instead wanting more than what He has graciously given to me.  Maybe it's time I redefine "need" and be more like the cat who looks for the good and delights in what he's been given.

When my heart is corrupted by a spirit of discontent, I am showing a disregard for all the good God has graciously given to me.

Hunger

Bruce Springsteen claimed, "Everybody's got a hungry heart," in his 1980 number one hit of the same name.  As a songwriter, he couldn't have been more truthful.  As a human, my sin-nature is never satisfied, always seeking more and more.  If I live according to my flesh, then, letting my desires and longings lead the way, I will always be hungry for more than what I have. (Romans 8:12-14, 1 Timothy 6:6-10) If I live in relationship with the Lord, however, letting His Spirit guide me, I will find that He and His Word are more than enough to satisfy.  (Psalm 34:8-10)

John warns me of the danger found in loving the world and all the pursuits found there.  Living just like those who do not know Jesus denies the power over sin that His blood provides.   John said the areas I need to guard myself against are my tendency to feed my own sensual cravings, my desire to possess everything I see, and my penchant for finding pride in what I accomplish and how I can provide for my own security.  (1 John 2:16)  These are the traps of the world.

Instead of going after what I think will satisfy, then, I am better off keeping my eyes trained on Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of my faith.  (Hebrews 12:2)  In order to run the race He has marked out just for me, though, I cannot afford to become distracted by what my flesh tells me I need.  Instead, I must consistently and purposefully strain toward Christ, seeking out the good He has prepared in advance for me to do.  (Ephesians 2:10)

This means that when I'm tempted to climb the ladder of success, thinking I will find fulfillment once I reach the pinnacle, I'll be wise to instead focus my efforts of drawing closer to the One who holds the blueprint of my life in His hands.  (Jeremiah 29:11-13)  Or, when I feel discontent with the mission of raising my children, thinking there must be more to life than wiping noses and tying shoes, I can find my sense of purpose in the kingdom's most powerful job of training up the next generation of God's people.  (Proverbs 22:6, Deuteronomy 6:6-7)  Or, when my eye wanders to all the stuff I don't have but think I need, I will instead pay attention to building up the eternal intangible treasures that are awaiting me in heaven. (Matthew 6:19-21)

When I find myself hungering after something besides God and His Word, I am revealing an eye that is wandering away from my first Love.

Anger

She couldn't bring herself to believe in a God who would allow such suffering in the world.  In her way of thinking, if God was truly a compassionate and loving God, He would end all pain and anguish.  As a result, my friend labeled herself as an atheist.

As much as I would love to be able to convince her otherwise, my friend's anger is deep-seated.  Even though she claims to not believe in God, she holds this rage in her heart against Him for all the injustice, misery and affliction found in this fallen world.  While I cannot completely understand her way of thinking, I do sometimes feel ticked off when things don't go as I think they should.

When I see my friend suffering in the wake of marital infidelity, divorce and the death of her father, I wonder how one person can withstand so much pain, especially at the same time.  It's easy for me then to question God, wondering why He would allow such an onslaught of trouble.

Other times, I worry over the difficulties in my own life, wondering when God will bring relief from this time of trial.  It can be hard to trust God when I see how many hard times He allows into my life.

When I get angry at God, essentially blaming Him for the misery I feel in my heart, I am forgetting that His ways are not the same as mine. (Isaiah 55:8-9) While I tend to favor ease and comfort, He has my character and faith in mind.  The best way to build such traits is through trial, testing and hard times.  If everything always went the way I wanted it to go, would I ever sense my need for God?

  

Therefore, when I am tempted to focus my anger and disappointment at God for all the struggles going on around me, I can remember that He uses everything for my own good, weaving the strife of life into a beautiful tapestry.  (Romans 8:28)  The resulting work of art far exceeds anything I could attempt to create using my own methods and understanding.

When I feel angry at the Lord for all the difficulties, I am betraying my lack of faith in the Master Potter.

It is easy to see the error of the Israelite's ways.  Their whining, complaining ways seem so ignorant of all the good God has done for them.  If I'm honest with myself, though, I find the same selfish heart beating within my own chest.  Therefore, I would be wise to watch out for the discontent, hunger and anger that easily build up in my own life, replacing them with a faith in the God who gives me exactly what I need, is all that is necessary to truly satisfy, and will always use the hard times to grow my faith.  In these ways, I will avoid detesting God's provision.

As I begin this day it is my prayer that I can stay content with what God has graciously given to me.

When does my eye wander to what I don't possess?

How often am I more concerned about what I don't have than with what I do?